YappyMonotheist

Many things at many times, but never about my personal life and thoughts, and that of my immediate circle. It’s things like why Kissinger was infamous or what Belgium was doing in Congo some years ago, and how it seems at times that I “swim in the sea of the unconscious” (from Persona 4’s OP, wonderful game!) and I can’t seem to find any solution to it besides waking people up one by one and the destiny of the world lies on people who know what Labubu is but don’t know why they do the things they do because they’re consumerist, hedonistic, unthinking automatons (to certain degrees, of course, but the Western ideological vacuum leaves people to default into it. And God has been dead there since at least Nietzsche’s days)…

But then I take a deep breath and remember I too will die in due time and whatever responsibility I feel for this world will die with me. And also, I’m just one man. 🤷

The latter but fighters can have bad blood between them too, making it much more organic (Khabib vs. Connor, for instance).

MJ dunked us into existence? Unorthodox belief!

What happened right before spacetime?!

Not dishonest, but following the jingoistic remarks made by several European leaders plus the current NATO proxy war and economic murder attempt of Russia, it’s at the very least in the cards, lol. The budget could go into Ukrainian drones (it already is, this is just a proposed increase) just like the American budget serves to bomb tf out of Palestine and neighbours. It’s dishonest to say otherwise, come on.

The mixture of the racing thoughts that come with hyperactivity plus my own attachment issues derived from a difficult and physically abusive childhood have made me someone who gets easily triggered by even a semblance of disregard or lack of kindness, and then I start yelling… I’ve had to consciously change my understanding of the world and I’m still trying to properly use the mental tools required to stop/slow the negative thoughts that end in me getting upset. The one lady I fell for and dated years before I met my now wife broke up with me because of my anger and proclivity for starting arguments, after all. Outside of relationships, I used to pick fights at the slightest indication of perceived danger/disrespect, something I had to get out of my system as well to live in society. In my defense, being in the FFL for 5 years was not helpful in trying to push down/recalibrate my aggression. But, with my wife’s help, I’ve managed to reach a ‘healthy’ and stable point in my life, and I’m sharing this today so y’all don’t lose hope. 🙏❤️

Good news in my Western Europe? 🥺

I’m sorry, I forgot about them!

Charity begins at home!

America’s proxy Israel murdered like 4 of their top commanders in one day and then they did a bomb run on their facilities not long after while negotiations were theoretically underway, lol. I’m so tired of the West, America in particular. What a blight on humanity, honestly.

I’m French… go to Spain! There’s incredible architectural diversity and the people are generally very good vibes (I guess they’re anti-touristy nowadays, lol, but still!), plus things are at least 20-25 percent cheaper there. Oh, and also the Spanish government is the only Western country (correct me if I’m wrong, and hypocrisy like the UK saying something nice and then intervening for Israel doesn’t count…) who has made any sort of anti-imperialistic remarks regarding Gaza! I’d like to believe it’s a reflection of today’s Spanish population. 👍

We’re gonna expel Europeans from the US now?! I agree with the sentiment to a certain degree, though.

Two things can be true!

??? Aneurysm or AI slop? For the sake of your honour, I hope it’s the former.

I barely tolerate most movies, songs and novels (a collection of greedy suits might have a pair of working neurons between them but they still count as people!) and already consider it slop (at least they’re fun sometimes, like books by Dan Brown); ‘AI’ hasn’t even begun to make anything coherent, let alone interesting… 🤷

The Western European ethos stays strong!

Why would I? I’d rather just reply to that comment/edit it and say something like “my bad, I brainfarted and misunderstood everything!”.

They’ve been asked since we started thinking BIGLY until today, so they don’t seem that “irrelevant”… 😉

“Why am I here” is the question that precedes “Why is ANYTHING here?!”, and I think that to answer both (or even consider them as valid questions, as you pointed out!) with any degree of ‘objectivity’ (because if not you can always just go with “it’s whatever you want the answer to be!”) you’re gonna need to go through that external uncreated intelligence…Y’all know where I’m going with this. 😅