Depression is a serious issue that has to be treated please dont give up hope on finding a reason to look forward to wake up in the morning. What really helped me was i got a cats they are great for just give me a reason to wake up. And i dont really understand the relationship issue like why it is a issue at all i was single my whole life and i live alone because i dont like people. I mean by that i like some people but i cannot be around them for very long i need to like recharge after evening of talking to friends it might sound stupid like why i even go to see some people if i dont like it but i think life is about ballance in feelings. The part of me that likes to be alone have to suffer a little so the other part the one that likes people can thrive and can survive another week or so beeing alone. Dont let parts of yourself die that is in my theory source of depression. Do various different things even the ones that you like with only the smallest part of you.
I love how this alternative distopian future is so sililar to our distopian present