Call me Lenny/Leni

It’s nice to meet all you. I am she/her, can speak Toki Pona and English (non-natively), and locatable on Reddit as MozartWasARed. The links at https://discord.gg/sEuSSDz6TQ and https://www.deviantart.com/triagonal/art/My-copyright-policy-and-the-impact-it-extends-into-906668443 are pertinent to me.

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Cake day: June 30th, 2023

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  • I have had times when I think to myself “would I rather have not been raised or have been raised by the parents I had”. My logic being, if the latter is true, there is something to thank (in this case, via a birthday message). Though the fact your dad doesn’t acknowledge the existence of his grandkids or the life your sister chose makes me wonder how right it would be that he expects tribute. It seems as if he will suspend his lack of acknowledgement for small gains. If he thinks “[son/daughter] is not my child, I have disowned them”, do you think it would be wrong to think “well, as long as I’m not one of his kids, I hold no obligation here”?







  • My sister says I met David Bowie as a baby. It sounds rather weird, we don’t live where he did his stuff. I also don’t count it because I’m technically a fan but not in that kind of way. I have nothing more than vague memories. I’m told he had a nice but rather unfocused vibe. In hindsight, it’s possible we met a professional imitator and were none the wiser, though one could argue it still counts as some kind of licensing goes into imitation.

    Something similar happened with Celine Dion, though in a way where I have seen the real thing, just not up close. Can’t really meet someone who has so much security it’s like a universal restraining order. I did not dare, but I can tell she has a good vibe.

    I met an author I like but who most people probably don’t know, the author of A Hero Unmasked. Not sure if it counts if they are obscure to a large degree. Incredibly fun person though, a very human but warm individual. We even talk regularly. It ranks as one of my greatest perks.

    I wanted to meet Jason David Frank and had every potential to, but then he committed suicide right as it was going to materialize (do you count visiting a celebrity’s grave). I cannot meet Lucy Lawless because I don’t live in the same area. And I just fall short of wanting to go out of my way to meet anyone else, even Kevin Sorbo.

    I also have visited things like shrines and whatnot related to my spiritual traditions. Not sure if that counts, since the person is a historical figure and you “meeting” them is “symbolic” to an outsider’s eyes.


  • Well, though one could say I technically like receiving more (who doesn’t), if I had to choose, I’d rather give than receive, because I’m not “sucked in” to my own feelings, if that makes sense. It should be noted that I am diagnosed anhedonic and this is cited here as sometimes it’s hard to “feel” something I receive. Compared to someone else getting something because of me and me being able to think “I did it” as they express joy. If only people didn’t consider me selfish because this translates to them as a “flex” mindset.